Goodbye note from a departing soul

I've come to this, after a long road, I say goodbye, to all of you..
I've played some songs, and many of you, didn't noticed, how awfall they were, I tried to make of this, a better place to us all, better people, better everything, this ain't a suicide note, this is a goodbye letter, you deserve it, I hope you all continue with this quest.. I hope God one day, send a sunbeam to do what I couldn't do, to light our fields, to fill a empty soul..
I'm not fadding away, I'm burning out, my last cigarrette, my last stick..
Have you ever questioned, why does the smoke goes up and does not stay in the floor ?
I guess it's my soul going away, going to heaven, I believe in heaven. You have stayed with me in my greatest fires, in my deepest smokes, and now, I'm going..
You know were my heart is, and read it like you mean Lyz..
Goodbye you all, continue the journey.